God's timing..

i love the way when God shows up and makes me feel so great inside.. i love whenever i start to worry about something or get impatient for what He has planned, God shows up and shows me that there is nothing to worry about and everything will work out fine.. i believe in a God that has a sense of humor and He makes me smile so much and surprises me when i'm least expecting it.. i was praying in the shower a little bit ago (yes, i shower at 3 in the morning) and i had a couple things on my mind that God helped me realize how important it is to have Him help me through.. He showed me how putting Him in control can change so much.. so after i got out of the shower i got on facebook (usual routine) and in the ad part there was this ad titled "Where is God in the midst of tragedy?".. i clicked on it and it took me to www.everymsubear.com and in the article there was this part i want to post that is exactly what God had helped me realize..

God Who is There..

God is the Creator of the universe who yearns for us to know Him. That is why we are all here. It is His desire that we rely on and experience His strength, love, justice, holiness and compassion. So He says to all who are willing, "Come to Me."

Unlike us, God knows what will happen tomorrow, next week, next year, the next decade. He says, "I am God, and there is no one like me, declaring the end from the beginning." He knows what will happen in the world. More importantly, He knows what will occur in your life and can be there for you, if you've chosen to include Him in your life. He tells us that He can be "our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in times of trouble." But we must make a sincere effort to seek Him. He says, "you will seek Me and find Me, when you search for Me with all your heart."

That doesn't mean that those who know God will escape difficult times. They won't. When a terrorist attack causes suffering and death, those who know God will be involved in that suffering also. But there is a peace and a strength that God's presence gives. One follower of Jesus Christ put it this way: "We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; perplexed, but not in despair; persecuted, but not abandoned; struck down, but not destroyed." Reality tells us that we will experience problems in life. However, if we go through them while knowing God, we can react to them with a different perspective and with a strength that is not our own. No problem has the capacity to be insurmountable to God. He is bigger than all the problems that can hit us, and we are not left alone to deal with them.

God's Word tells us, "The Lord is good, a refuge in times of trouble. He cares for those who trust in him." And, "The Lord is near to all who call on him, to all who call on him in truth. He fulfills the desires of those who fear him; he hears their cry and saves them."

Jesus Christ told His followers these comforting words: "Are not two sparrows sold for a cent? And yet not one of them will fall to the ground apart from your Father. But the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Therefore do not fear; you are of more value than many sparrows." If you truly turn to God, He will care for you as no one else does, and in a way that no one else can.

happy easter!!

"Everything" by Lifehouse

Find me here
And speak to me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light
That's leading me
To the place
Where I find peace again

You are the strength
That keeps me walking
You are the hope
That keeps me trusting
You are the light to my soul
You are my purpose
You're everything

And how can I stand here with You
And not be moved by You?
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this?

You calm the storm
And You give me rest
You hold me in your hand
You won't let me fall

You still my heart
And You take my breath away
Would You take me in?
Take me deeper now

And how can I stand here with You
And not be moved by You?
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this?

And how can I stand here with You
And not be moved by You?
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this?

'Cause You're all I want
You're all I need
You're everything
Everything

'Cause You're all I want
You're all I need
You're everything
Everything

'Cause You're all I want
You're all I need
You're everything
Everything

'Cause You're all I want
You're all I need
Everything
Everything

And how can I stand here with You
And not be moved by You?
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this?

And how can I stand here with You
And not be moved by You?
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this?

And how can I stand here with You
And not be moved by You?
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this?

Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this?

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it's 3 am..

it's so funny when you think that you're all right and things are going to eventually get better, and then a curve ball is thrown at you and spins you all around.. i just don't understand why certain things are hard for me.. it seems so easy for others to do what i can't, and sucks that it's not easy for me too.. so many times i wish i could get my questions answered right now that i have, but things aren't that simple.. doubt keeps creeping in and i don't know how to push it away sometimes.. i hate the way i trust so easily and fall too quickly.. i set myself up for this and yet don't know how to change.. but then again, i don't know if i want to change.. i love putting myself out there and thinking i don't care what happens.. 

"Because that's what people do. They leap, and hope to God they can fly, because otherwise you just drop like a rock, wondering the whole way down, why in the *hell* did I jump? But here I am falling, and the only one that makes me feel like I can fly... is you." ~Hitch

wanted to write..

even as the phone rings,

i begin to forget the words,

that i wanted to say.

i had it all planned out,

but now i'm at a loss.

i hear your voice,

but you're not there.

i've missed your voice,

so guess this will do.

i'll leave this message

after the tone...

cory matthews said it first,

so guess it's my turn,

the girl of my dreams,

doesn't even come close,

to you and your beautiful face.

i miss how you made me feel,

and the way you always cared.

don't know if it's enough...

two down..

so, i've been writing again and editing the other stuff.. tell me what you think.. please and thank you.. love~me

one of these days

written by: Ryan James

can you not see me standing in front of you,

with my feelings laying at your feet?

But even as I’m singing this I wonder,

if you’ll hear my words

was it something i did or something i said

i promised i'd try not to hurt you,

as we laid in your bed.

but i guess that wasn't enough

to keep you around.

one of these days,

i'll stop asking if you're there..

one of these days, i'll be over you..

and on that day,

wonder if you'll take in that i'm gone..

you've decided you are done,

without giving me a chance..

the only thing i ask

is to take my feelings with you.

because then maybe i too

will be able to get over you.

one of these days,

i'll stop asking if you're there..

one of these days, i'll be over you..

and on that day,

wonder if you'll take in that i'm gone..

your last first kiss.